Ok, so this is not the first time I am writing a blog, but I still don't really know how to go about it. I am just going to ramble.
Soooo, I've had the urge to write for a while now, but now I feel like it's stupid. Like it's kind of an intellectual thing...so I'm not really sure I want to do it anymore. Here's the thing, I just spent the evening with 2 people from the states, and an Australian, and I think like my personality changes whenever I speak in English. You see, English is my second language, not my native language. Although I might feel like it's my first language sometimes. It's confusing but it's also made me feel kind of nostalgic.
On the other hand this woman I started going out with...well you've probably figured out that I am a lesbian by now, if not well get a clue. Anyway, this woman has been kind of sending me mixed signals...I don't know, it's confusing. Life is confusing, and I just feel a bit overwhelmed with it all. I need to go see my baby nephew. Holding him will def put everything back in order for me.
Ok, that's it for my rant of the evening. I hope to get the hang of this soon. I promise to write in Spanish next time, although I refuse to translate. And then I don't even know if anyone will ever read this...but it will get better, trust me.
Soooo, I've had the urge to write for a while now, but now I feel like it's stupid. Like it's kind of an intellectual thing...so I'm not really sure I want to do it anymore. Here's the thing, I just spent the evening with 2 people from the states, and an Australian, and I think like my personality changes whenever I speak in English. You see, English is my second language, not my native language. Although I might feel like it's my first language sometimes. It's confusing but it's also made me feel kind of nostalgic.
On the other hand this woman I started going out with...well you've probably figured out that I am a lesbian by now, if not well get a clue. Anyway, this woman has been kind of sending me mixed signals...I don't know, it's confusing. Life is confusing, and I just feel a bit overwhelmed with it all. I need to go see my baby nephew. Holding him will def put everything back in order for me.
Ok, that's it for my rant of the evening. I hope to get the hang of this soon. I promise to write in Spanish next time, although I refuse to translate. And then I don't even know if anyone will ever read this...but it will get better, trust me.
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